Big Girls Are Done Crying

Yeah, you heard me.  I'm done crying or lying about why.

Here is the list of crappy things I've been crying over and I don't even care what you think of it.  So turn on your most determined, loud, badass rock music and read the pure determination in my words below!

I will NOT eat my feelings over the following:

1. -Some of my friends think it's totally fine to make sexist remarks to say heartless crap about poor people not deserving to be helped.  They're no longer friends, and it's not my job to tell them or to make it better and that doesn't make me a bad person.  And I'm done crying about it. (Tough cookie face.)

2. -I really miss my church people, but they're freaking far away and I'm tired on Sundays.  I'm going to do something to cheer up myself on Sundays instead of missing them.

3. -Someone in my life tried to kill herself last week.  She's alive. That is all I am going to say. I'm done crying about it.  I'm going to make this world a better place for her to live in and let people I love like her know it all the time, so I don't have time to mope about what could have happened or to think about mortality in general. 

4. -My bedroom is still a mess with boxes and I'm going to dig out like a champ!

5. -I have not seen my father in ages ... I am done crying over the lost time and stuff I don't like about our relationship, and the will I/will I not call him dance I've been doing.  All I need to do is call him.  I don't need to look beyond that right now.

6. -I will not eat my feelings over ANYTHING having to do with Glee.  LOOK AT YOUR LIFE, JENNY.  (That's my name, by the way) LOOK AT YOUR CHOICES!

7. -Look, I'm a really bad driver and driving is stressful.  I'm over all the times I've been pulled over and the accident I was in. I'm done with that.  All I can do is try harder.

My exboyfriend from a million billion jillion years ago (who I am not crying over! See? IT WORKS) once said I acted like a victim and as long as I do I will never grow as a person.  Or something.  Well, he's an ass for saying that because I was not doing that at the time, but I definitely did that this summer and I'm done.  Summer is over.  It's fall now. 

Look at all the things I have to look forward to!  New friendships, Cheer Up Sundays, Making the World a Better Place, Cleaning My Room, Calling My Dad, Glee Hiatus, And Not Dying On The Road!  Woohoo!